thehardthings
Posted By Kelly Orange on March 6, 2007
So many emotions
highs
lows
inbetweens
in one week
how do I connect it all
machines
and tubes and
birthdays
confussion
days go by
and I just want to
laugh and dance
and make art
I’m glad you won’t
remember this
because I don’t want
to either
i don’t know how
i have tears left
to cry
but they keep coming
I should be doing other things
but I can’t seem to
start
re-learn
you’ve got strength
and spirit
and it will only take time
I’m thankful you are here
still
and I can talk to you
more and more
each day
but it’s still hard
I got locked inside
this morning
contemplated
sneaking out the window
but I would’ve had
to jump off the roof
I decided to lay down
for a little bit
and wait for
a key
my phone was in my car
the computer needed
passwords I didn’t have
no form of communication
to the outside
I had to just wait
things take time
maybe that’s how
you feel right now
locked inside
waiting for a key
to unlock the confussion
understand where you are
and why you are there
don’t worry it’ll come back
patience
is hard
thanks to everyone
who cares about janelle
and about me
it means worlds
universes
in
tubes
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