Orange Friendly

Posted By Kelly Orange on June 2, 2006

My keychain is a lot lighter tonight
Felt a bit sentimental
on the way home
last days always end up that way
but now I finally have a saturday off
that doesn’t include going to a funeral
or vegas
(which is only 5 hours away)
Lots of stuff to do still
the past weeks have been a lot of prep
for leaving
and now i have to tend to
the things i have let fall
by the wayside
sorry to those I havn’t
gotten back to
old is out
new is in
orange is getting older
but it will never be out.
It’s summer again
thanks
I don’t think I could take
another day of rain in that garage
the sound makes me smile
but you are silly
can’t see farther than
yourself
rationalize till you die
always right
change the words around
make it ok
forget about it
it didn’t matter
listen listen listen
agree agree agree
wish you had a video
so do i
would it make it harder
to shut everyone out
or is it easy
completely silly
you know i left laughing
because i knew
what was about to happen
jump to conclusions
self righteous
no one is wrong
theory is theory
there are many of them
coexist
learn the meaning
be hard on yourself
blame it all on everyone
but get over it
or you will be old
lonely
sad
silly silly silly
want a good argument
but don’t want a disagreement
that’s life
contradiction
anger
vent it
break shit
who cares
I used to
don’t want to be
cared for
constant agreement
manipulation
you hurt
you hate
you say many things
but you can’t really
think your right
there is no right
apologies don’t matter
conditional
terms
forgive
forgive
forgive
or live with it
forever
i have to let go
put it on paper
in color
words
texture
let it go
leave it on
something else
for it to
corrode
eat away
break down
feel guilty
I don’t need it anymore
see you at partys
drunk
with your friends
meaningless
interaction
drive
you’re in control
shut out for my
opinion
you drive others to vent
wall after wall after wall
put up in case
you feel threatened
unconditional
help
safeness
deleted
this past year
has been insanely
awesome
&
I wouldn’t
delete it
for
anything
but that’s
just me
being
nostalgic
beginning
ending
it all blends
together
into a
perfect
shade of
orange

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